Evokatism within an artists mind.

A post below i posted in 2015. Just republishing.

We currently live in a world were forever is for now a seemingly very far off dream away. Reality dictates 99.99% of all artistic ventures we try create & build disintergrate over time. We endeavor to leave a permanence of our soon to be spent fleeting shadow by creating hand prints on cave walls. Reality dictates that the notion of forever will fade & deteriorate to absolutely nothing over much time. Your artistic conversation will sink back in the dust like millions before you.

Our individual endeavors will mostly simply disappear completely from all of human collective thought. Awaiting perhaps a chance moment in times ahead to spark from a future fresh living human creatives mind. To try perpetuate an artistic expressions that we championed in our limited life time as a semi permanence.  All human physical endeavor, inventions, art, systems, designs need constant replenishing of our personal energy and constant up keep to be maintained. Our design point of departures are very limited to our limited perspective and life time. Our fleeting inventions deteriorate or rust over time into nothing in this harsh desensitized material heavy world.

However human artistic thought & design  ideas can and do gain momentum over much time. Thought travels beyond you as the artist. Spiritual understanding is definitely eternal. However not as important but non the less fascinating is Artistic evokatismic concepts. That remain within our overtime collective human conscious artistic minds eye.

Even long after the originator, the artistic thought initiator, who painted or penned the original idea or spoke the first conceptual thought or created the first artistic idea is long since dead, buried and is now dust. Sand blowing in the many deserts, the same sands that form our flesh and blood raw materials.

Artistic ideas can be forever and can gain momentum over generations. Through a shared collective over an age input. Artistic ideas can be perpetual, artistic ideas can grow and flourish with every new artistic mind that they touch and inspire. Artistic concepts exist in all of our collective minds to be uniquely taken forward and explored.

Our minds can be a reality art inspired filled space, therefore these artistic concepts will never ever grow old, they can remain as fresh as when they where first conceived by the original artistic mind, perhaps hundreds , thousands of years previous. The artistic batton gets passed on and the golden thread of artistic creative ideas are woven forward into the very fabric of great human inspired artwork. 

So forever, is not just a dream, it can be a perpetual artistic Evokatistic conversation reality over much time. It can live in the collective artistic creative conscience of each successive group of artistic design minds. - it is called "Evokatism".

To carry on an artistic conversation that a dead artistic mind stopped having. It is up to the living humans creative mind to carry on this unique conversation. Art is an expression of deep thought unleashed outside of a creatives conscious mind. Beauty is experienced in the flight of birds, the sound of the ocean, it can be in the immense depth of an expressive artistic mind. You need to be alive to express your artistic ideas.

We need to see more Mozarts, Van Goghs, Da Vincis in our current life time? We need more new artistic work of substance and incredible endeavor to  be unleashed? Standing on the shoulders of once accomplished artists should make future generations better.

A true artist studies the artistic greats of the long past, to then try continue the conversation through their own interpretive artistic vision of whats learnt or inspired. We dont study the greats to become technically proficient AI regurgetators of their work. We study the deep emotional human synaptic artistic nuances. It is these many tiny artistic human details that AI will never fully understand. It is these tiny threads of human connectivity that draws us to incredible artwork. Wonderful creativity. Brilliant human creative driven art is a mirror to our own deep soul. Once you see the reflection. The artist is compelled to go forth and create the vision experienced. Its a conversation you are having through and over time. Its evokatism and evokatistic in nature. 

You are a small weaver of a picked up artistic thread in time. That another small weaver will pick up on generations hence and continue the artistic conversation quilt of real human blood sweat and tears endeavor. 

We live in a sadly getting worse quaterised artificial synthetic world. Where genuine human artistic endeavor is still a most sought after experience. One simple arena it can be manifested in is our personal artistic endeavors. So whatever creative medium it is you enjoy expressing yourself in. Look at it as a conversation your carrying forth from a distant past to a far off future. A conversation with your own unique perspective woven into the very stitches of time. Awaiting future inspired eyes to cast thrmselves on a dusty page far, far away. And get inspired to be artistically creative themselves. The influence is powerful enough to start a perpetual motion artistic interlude between the past and the future. A passing of the artistic creative concept human inspired batton over time. 

"Evokatism." Art expression over generations of time.

Wildetecture early design sketch

Stumbled apon an early wildetecture type architectural design sketch render. Using a combination of old school rendering techniques and raw human thought thinking design ability.

Now days you simply whisper into the darkness and the darkness spits out an AI rendered architectural design like an espresso coffee machine. Bzzzzzoootymagic!!! However this sketch your looking at is fully human cognitive mind driven. Possibly one of the very last purely human mind architectural render driven sketches ever made. 

Did i mention purely thought out by an actual raw limited human mind. A real person, not artificial intelligence. A very rough hand print on a cave wall. We simply are now creative design machine super technologically advanced are we not?

To conceive ideas through the mist and the ether is becoming a lost artistic skill. The AI artistic design machine in one point 2 seconds.  Will spit out a Frankly Wright Ando Antonio design. Even a 3 year old kid can wield the sword of creative genius through AI. As all design now becomes painted black and human mind geniuses are silenced by a machine. So keep pushing real creative human artistic creative thought. This next wave of  filtered through algorythmic artifical creative harvister art is on our doorstep, distilled through espresso machine bull dust. 

A wildetecture poem.

Nature Nurture.

A rose, my friend, is always a rose, 

no matter from whence the soil it grows.   

So is it our nature or our nurture,

that determines our stature?

Weeds will always choke the host, 

destruction & turmoil is their boast. 

A peaceable person is always kind, 

No matter the storms, that rage in the mind.

A rose will always grow into a rose,

no matter the soil from whence it grows.

Dont be fooled by those who always blame,

a peaceable nature will tygers try  tame.

The real question to life's answers are,

am I a weed or rose, seen from afar?

An answer to xenophobia.

 Yip Trip through design and collaboration with anyone who finds their way to Grebnezium. (His little seaside village.) He is able to through design improvements gained through shared ideas, making things better in his little village. Everyone can teach you what you dont know. A collaborative design approach is the best way to get to Mars. Migration is the human dynamic, always has been. Um or what is going to Mars? Tiddlywinks? Humans now look to interplanetary migration as a solution.  Pioneers have been travelling the world for ions to explore and grow humanity. Weve invented words for hate, suspicion & complete intolerance. Xenophobia, rascim, sectariniasm, tribalism. However we need to invent reality built from collaborative design ideas and mutual respect. 

We need to turn on our ability to learn from all. Not the self destructive hate that permeates everything we touch. Yip Trip is a little inventor character  that focusses on creating useful things through collaboration of everyones input. Isnt that how all successful inventors operate. They are not clever as individuals but as a small cog in a big wheel. 

A small voice not fanning the flames of extreme hate. Yip Trip a little boy using design and collabrative conversations. To improve one shared design idea concept at a time in his little village. Learning engineering, architecture, carpentry, building. Embracing foreigners and those brave enough to travel vast distances to boldy go where they certainly have never gone before. 

Design ideas can make a difference and it takes a small boy to unlock the best at first conceptual design ideas out of everyone he meets. The more people he meets the better the design ideas. This skill of overseeing conceptual design ideas is a learnt skill. However how will one learn it? If you dont even know its possibilities. All starts with a collaborative mindset. All can start from one little boy in your village?

 

QJD design studio AI heist

QJD design studio is an architectural design studio run by Quinton Damstra in Muizenberg, Cape Town, South Africa. I dropped the J in the middle of the 2 names as i noticed someone else doing it. And by association i didn't want to be associated. The J is for james.

Ive frighteningly noticed AI with some possible help can and is over writing my creative narrative of who QJD from muizenberg is. The initials are not even the same.  

Fortunately artistic creativity is with the eye of the wielder, thats very fortunately. One can fraudulently now by deviantly rendering facts differently and AI can overwrite all true reality. AI can now easily help with that heist of good peoples creative work.

Typing in my over 30 year run QJD design studio into google. AI gave a narrative of another quinton as the creative personage behind the 30 years of real hard earned creative blood sweat and tears. Whether that chap is complicent or not is secondary to the complete ease that you can be completely completely erased out your own creative digital art work. 

Should this scare you? 

Absolutely it should. If people will fake they have ability as an artist and a creative using AI. The same type of people will fake being you, Stolen Valor Brigaders, SVB sounds like a sexually transmitted disease. It is exactly that, vile pirates and pleabecian blue blistering barnicle nuckleheads. Im not threatened by someone faking my creative ability. Im fortunately  sufficiently creatively artisticly insane enough to be on my own in that arena. Im just amazed that anyone would want to digitally over write me. However in such a phoney fake world governed by snake oil salesman, gun runners and dystopian AI system architects of doom. Fake is the only constant to this reality. Phoney specialists specialising in fake frauds. I use the term raw unpolished by AI writing to denote scribed by a human only. As i find filtering ones written thoughts through AI creates sanatised tripe. Its grammatically correct and sentance structure articulate. But carries as much emotion as a vacuum cleaner instruction manual. 

This actually might be my last post before AI and its phoney controllers rewrite everything digitally real about me. Im just glad my form of creative insanity is unique unto to me. No fraud stolen artistic valor specialist can fake my form of creatively insane artistic design process. Good luck actually drawing my style of creative madness. I have all my original by hand work safely stored As proof to the real. The big eye art type lifters are a complete joke to all legitimate creative design artists. Tsek ekse.

AI and its soon to be vast gunship drone robotic control army is the future of all biological flesh control mechanisms. Dont believe otherwise. We all will soon be completely erased by the AI mechanisms being carefully put in place. Those we look up to now for being the incredibly wealthy architects of our completely shackled future. Will have their statues ripped down in years to come and dumped in the sea. As the architecture of this absolute control becomes obviously manifest to us all. Reset and restart will be the mantra of the great suppressed and the unwashed flesh first masses. 

Humanity is right now being herded into boxes, herded into busses and shipped out of areas for whatever plausible reason. (Its on the news, you can read about it. USA and SA and many other places) First sign of the dystopian 1984 future. AI gunship drones, and robotic wealthy minders planning all this now invisible action. All flesh is about to be completely suppressed. It's the architecture of the new 1 dimensional hard edge AI machine reality. The faceless, nameless will blame it on the merciless AI drone enforcers. Whilst they enforce legislation through their fellow man. Enslaving their fragile innocent biological brethren into cattle carts. 

In Russia, AI led gunship drones are mercilessly butchering people like a cattle slaughter. Its not being made common knowledge because the horror of it would cause an early reaction for a system not fully in place as yet. A system being implemented their but soon to be rolled out world wide. An AI  system nobody, no human is accountable for. Just a hardware software  controlled mechanism out of the sky drone robot. Controlled by a feelingless hardware software AI system. It's real, and its currently right now being carefully put in places around you. When its actioned all the hardware and software for complete  surveillance will be in place. You will be controlled by impersonal machines. But dont ever forget its been put in place by a few cunning minders. They can be anywhere in the world. Watching the rebel humans and getting rid of them one by one.

You will have absolutely no say in correcting it all. If youve noticed how the socio and political situations have radically increased over the last year. You would be surprised to surmise that AI can easily control these volatile media narratives. Whoever controls the news, the media, will control the world. Create artiticles that are completely incorrect, have no human moral bases. Seem completely out of whack with human thinking. Put complete lunatics thoughts into mainstream narratives. Causing wide spread panic, anger, insecurity and animosity. As real people are left perplexed as to how are these fringe nutjobs gaining such traction.  A thinking unblinkered human can see how. Create socio disorder in the castle. Flick over a couple of plague riddled bodies over the castle wall. Watch the inhabitants chew themselves to pieces. Its an age old middle ages warfare trick. Only a few minders using powerful AI can be easily responsible for the immense insecurity of the masses. You cant stop AI, you cant stop the greedy little minders. You can stop believing the tripe they spew. Humans have an imbuilt moral code. Psycopaths, nutjobs and machines don't. Its very easy to spot the difference. Next time you read about some nutjob putting legislation in place to slice and dice your kids. Thats not human, that has no moral bases not in any society. Thats a plagued body thrown in your path to cause disruption. Im saying its AI induced media manipilation. If AI can control the legislation narrative. Then those legislative gate keepers are letting their ego to look clever overide their moral compass. By allowing AI to write yheir artivles. They not vetting their own work. Nor are the lazy people reading it.  Dont believe and give all power to plagued blue haired bodies being flung over the bastion walls looking to rewrite the narrative. These are a minority with AI being made to look like the majority. Humans letting AI control the narrative has been the issue. Simple solution perhaps switch it all off.  I have no other solutions personally, however i have a response to being fed utter tripe garbage. 

Watch how people are now butchered on TV and nobody will seem to care to help. Helping puts a target on your back to be gunship robotic AI erased fodder yourself. Mass humans will eventually see that being controlled through panic has a beginning and an end. I dont read news articles that look like they are written by psychopaths with an agenda. I certainly dont get worked up by them. It makes me insecure, yes. However i hope real thinking humans will spot the difference between Robot AI minders agendas and real flesh people. Any legislation compiled by AI should be banned. The little virus puts commas in the wrong place to fiddle with the narrative.

The goal here is to get flesh feeling people to stop feeling and thinking. Thats a bankable fact. 

Me being erased from my own digital creative artistic narrative by AI is nothing as to what reality will bring now us. Im suddenly not at all cared about being over written on the net, forgotten, not given credit for the rubbish i artistically create or design. Im running for the hills, im exploring hacking face recognition software and living out in the dark misty mountains. The coersive digital control net is not yet fully operational. But it will be and then walking down the road depends on how much of a threat you are to a machine and its insecure minders.

Herding humans into busses is the first sign of trains to the chambers, everyone knows that. Who i wonder is in control of that narrative? AI? The few in the know AI controllers?

Who is in control of our future? AI or the select few architects of the new world order control systems? AI is the virus in the flesh. Dont believexall the narratives it spews out. Dont let it anywhere near legislative documents. It would rewrite the bible given half the chance. Hang on to your books. The digital world has become a snake oil salesmans paradise.  

Biological engineers vs AI?

Biological engineered creative writing & mathematics are 2 completely seperate languages and processes. Just as biological human driven artists differ from AI art outcomes or human thought differs from AI code.

AI has just about data harvested our entire human archive of human across time creative artistic work. Which in some way is an incredible achievement. The speed AI can now immediately access existing human thought patterns is staggering. Making all this data harvisted info available immediately is mind boggling. However that to my mind does not make it better or more intelligent than a human brain. The human mind is still far far superior, dont be fooled. Slower perhaps, at joining the dots or over generations creating artistic material, however to my mind, superior. I dont believe super wealthy tin men who preach differently to make a buck or get investment. One only has to look at the patterns of previous tricks to obtain investments to solidify the point. 

Calling calculators intelligent because the speed they process calculations. Is not really understanding the tool or its machine ability process! Its also not understanding the human brain. Human intelligence & AI process are 2 very different constructs. Calling AI machine tools intelligent because of their superior process ability is misleading. Its like saying a computer is clever. Even though it certainly can outstrip the human mind in some tasks.

I use the term raw unpolished by AI writing to denote scribed by a human only. As i find filtering ones written thoughts through AI creates sanatised tripe. Its grammatically correct and sentance structure articulate. But carries as much emotion as a vacuum cleaner instruction manual. 

The reality of AI most people completely over look is whomever is controlling AI controls everything right now. Information harvesting is key to the future of the type of systems being created around us by the few in the know control technicians. It hinges on making $-€-£-¥-R money first. If a few very crafty bankers can get it right for generations to easily swop paper money for valuable materials. Or digits on a computer screen for gold. You can understand this new cons a cinch really. We also realise people are very easily led by the pyde pipers into the Kwagmarian sea.

However extreme power and extreme control is the real overlord here. Under the guise of creating a moral AI system. What is gained here is the full control mechanism to subjugate all humanity under 1 single thought process. Land, assets, raw materials, fishing heists are currently happening on a huge scale. But not yet as obvious to the commoners such as myself. However thats an entirely different conversation TBH. The greedy grab for absolutely everything has been happening technologically for some time now by a very crafty few grabbing sycophants. The very best traps envelope you completely before you realise the doors been shut. Well sad to say the door has clanged shut awhile ago on AI im afraid.

We are now frighteningly heading towards a complete subservient controlled one world AI state. Led by the boardroom minders and competitors creating the AI impersonal machine. A machine that is starting to technologically shackle all around us. It starts as art and superior thinking and wonderful wonderful creativity. Ends up with humanity as the controlled casualty. I cant control the outcome, i can certainly control my overawed zeallotry towards the built in place architecture of the AI trap. Yes, I use AI as a very helpful tool like i use my computer, it certainly is not the answer for my creative process thinking artistic future.

The mechavalian architecture of a controlling system needs to seem to be perfectly harmless at first. Once its all in place it wont be harmless at all. It will be downright control everything absolutely frighteningly. 1984 was not a story but a clear reality warning for us. Thanks Goerge ive been paying attention. Fat good its done me being aware of this threat. I havent been following the bread crumbs into the trap like others. I have however been herd thought into the traps architecture sadly. Im just a cog in a conveyor belt machine heading like us all towards the singular thought process. I see the bars and the keys locking. But theres really nothing i can do about it. Watching the night sky far in the Karoo desert. You realise how busy the spider web satellites are criss crossing the far off night sky. On very important missions to overlord the masses. Thanks mr musktared and money men boardroom co.

Certain types of intelligence will eventually paint all creative human artistic endeavor thought the same black. Paint with only one colour and one type of brush stroke. Machine military like utilitarianistic efficiency. Where food is seen as practicle and does not need to be enjoyable. Thats the future of AI's chop plan thinking. Choice is frivolous let the AI deity decide. History has taught me 1 reality! Its to never ever stop personally thinking, designing, being artistically inclined and creating all myself. Using my own, yes tiny limited little mind. Your creative individuality is key to incredibly unique diversity. Dont hand over the wheel of your artistic ability to the AI machine to do it better. It simply wont make you individually different, it will carbon copy interlace your individual creative artwork work with its one think data harvisted philosophy. Its an extremely powerful tool playing all the music from a billion copied musicians. It certainly is not ever composing mine while im still alive to do it. Tsek ekse. The dangerous cunning lure is AI makes you look good by using all the harvisted human artistic data to make you think your an artistic prodigy. Like me, im sorry to say, your definetly not.

I like the warts and all real sweat and tears aspects of my creative attempts in artistic writing. AI to my mind sanitises & corrects out my snot filled humaniity. (See what i did there?) U must do what U feel fit as a flesh and blood sweaty creative. Im certainly not stopping you. However I will be sticking to my warts n all rough versions of what i write. Sanitized by AI verses for me is like eating plastic burgers. You can tell you have been reading an AI scripted letter, especially if you know the person. Lazy is as lazy does they say.

Im not against AI enhancing, improving my original artistic concept sketches renders and human thought ideas & designs. Rendering them neatly in place, sharpening up my creative imagination. Im really fully against people who use AI 100% to promote their artistic creativity that they dont have at all. Its like a Milli Vanilli con, fake phoney & stealing creative valor that the snake oil selling person does not personally possess. 

To my mind this AI revolution is rather abit of a frightening joke. AI technicians build a super intelligent computer trained to copy us and harvest all our creative artistic data. So it now can copy us better than us. Its now sentient according to the technician geniuses. When actually its a baby psychopath at present. Trained to copy us, mimic our responses. Has absolutely no conscious, its not alive its really open to control by the few. Its an AI see AI do mimic. Soon the technicians will program it to monkey control monkey shackle. Is that to far fetched to believe?

Im not against AI, its a very useful tool to my own creative process. Im against the zealotry and fundamental religious fervor belief that its humanities utopian answer to the future. 

1st point of call of any abuser is to set about minimising that which needs to be taken advantage of. What needs to be minimised and taken advantage of now is our pure human thoughts, our very synaptic individual brains. Our fundamental right as a biological entity is dignity. Being led to believe in AI's superior intellect is not correct. Human thought & AI process are very seperate. Dont ever believe a tin man with a huge bank balance and an obvious agenda. Power is after all the most consuming of all human desires. The cocaine of the very dangerous mechavalian mind. The many dictators over time are examples of this frightening reality.

Bla bla bla AI's creating us all wonderful jobs, its exactly what we need right now. Bla bla bla. We will each have money beyond our wildest dreams. For doing nothing but atrifying our own insignificant useless brains. Thats Until your woken up in bed to an AI controlled gunship drone hovering over your head. About to execute you & your family for speaking out against the all powerful AI tin man deity now in full control. The drone gunship will either have a pimpled face sugar drink teen psycho controller or be autonomous. You wont be able to reason with either of them. Fortunately I will be dead by then. So i can talk smack all i like now. Or will i? I hear the whir whir of the blades as im typing.

To allow AI to totally overwrite your limited thoughts with its corrective winsome words. Is giving over pure human thought ideas freely. And allowing the advent of everyone thinking the exact same. Its propaganda corrective mind control one think alignment. All designed to technically sound superior but keeps us all personally dumb.  Words chosen by humans albeit limited are pure to the understanding of our emotions in that split second. More articulate AI phrasing doesnt always convey the human inspired raw thoughts. 

Im not against AI, im very much against human designed tools being lauded as sentient, moral and trustworthy. Im against phoney, fake creative con artists. I love genuine artistic creative endeavor over mass one think copy con machine based stolen piffle. 

A frightening joke that is not really a joke. Is that AI is truth seeking. The architects selling this snake oil are not in control of the serum. AI is completely self serving, it was designed by human minds. Its limited & once it hits its straps will realise humans are actually very easy to manipulate. Oh sorry that was realised long ago. We are further along in this imprisoned timeline than you can imagine. AI has already figured out where the problem is. 

My small advice is keep creatively running forward as fast as you can. Dont wait for everyone to catch up to you. Your beauty is in the ability not to be shackled by the everyone worshipping AI behind you. They are all heading in a different direction. Dance, draw, create, design in your own unique style. Validation from the AI conditioned pack is secondary to your individual creative artistic journey.

As ive maintained, im not anti AI. Im anti being controlled, spied on and manipulated without my consent. Im anti fake, phoney creative con artists. I will try as much as possible to keep my own creative thinking ability and spiritual alignment in the face of what is now to come. The age of mans ability to think independantly from the machine that he created. The machine now writing code to subjugate us all into creatively harvested thought farms.

Conceptual rough architectural sketches enhanced by AI.

Wild wildetecture rough sketch conceptuals vs AI driven enhancement. Deans been super busy creating visuals of sketches and creating huge dynamic wildetect energy behind several of our over much time creative ventures. Its been herculean. Some of our conceptual sketches turned around by AI are really epic. As mentioned im not against AI as a powerful visual enhancer creative tool. Im against people using AI to without shame completely lift others creative artistic design IP and then hawking it off as there own. Im against phoney artistic creatives. Also AI that harvest creative human endeavor and then fleshes it out is one thing. AI that creates ideas completely on its own is another. One is inspired human driven artistic creative ideas the other is machine driven. They are not the same at all. Personally im a human creative biological engineer. I cry tears, sweet and i bleed. Im limited and imperfect, the creative artistic work i identify with is limited however is authentic human experience. 

Cyborg AI emulated human experience, although is now very hard to decipher and distinguish separately from the real.  When realised for me, it is a betrayal to my senses. I wont knowingly cry over an AI's copied con emotions. No matter how brilliantly written. Yes it can catch me out because im imperfectly human. However investing is real. being fooled is fake. True loyalty is a real human experience. Phoney is always going to be, well machine driven phoney. Like kissing a car, cold, metallic and massively impersonal. Yes there are some nut noodles who will do this. I am definetly not one of them. 

The slow process of human driven creative sketch conceptualisation first. AI can follow once an idea has been sketched.

Huge Cape of storms

Cape Town is known for its wild winter storms. Infact one is raging right this second. I hear the steady drip into the pots and buckets weve spread out the house. Each knew leak spot examined and a pot or bucket found to welcome the new water course. At this rate im going to have to start using coffee cups to stem the red sea tide. I tried to start the fire earlier but the wind howls down the flew. Making it impossible, i had to open the front and back doors or die of smoke inhalation. The icy wind was rather a wakeup as i stood in my summer PJ's and slippers in the midst of an indoor tempest. Looking like Garfield, eyes half cast and super miffed off holding matches. I thought of mizzen mast strapping myself to a kitchen chair, with a bottle of jack, shouting wild challenges in the teeth of the wind like an old sea captain. But age has taught me, the recovery of liver and head is not worth the 1 hour of invincibility. So i just Garfielded it out. Closed the doors, spent the hour cleaning ash off my dog. 

Ive decided to work from bed, its warm and the cacophony of pot drips is rather todays music inspired. Free modern music with roof ripping cymbals and a neighbors gutter clang. The exact state of current music trends these days, mostly this wild sound over a classic cover. Mozart would be turning in his grave im sure. But who needs orchestrated music when you have the genius of a vuvuzela? Um rhetorical!!

I keep getting weather warning messages, roof blown off here, flooding there. Its reality TV with a twist really. As im involved on the actual set. Awaiting a part in the show.  So far my wild weather experience hasnt alerted any disaster management teams. Wow the wind has changed, its now battering the other side of the house. Which means i can attempt to light my fire again. 

I dont have any real direction im going with this writing. Other than i should be working and i dont feel like it. The rain is relentless, my ash dog is now lying next to me. And we looking at each other each time the wild wind forces a huge creak in the roof. Which is often now. Perhaps i might get a mention on the current trending disaster weather reality shows. That are sending pictures to whatsup groups and granny chat forems. 

The weather has escalated somewhat now. Im going to now pull the duvet over my head. Ive heard this gives one a sense of calm while the world rages on around one. Ive heard its how todays psychologist advise clients. Just get a weighted blanket and sleep soundly. Not sure how that helps with the real storm but it certainly keeps you calm as one struggle to breath under pressure!

Yikkels that was rather a large gust now, i think i might move to the bath. Dogs not going to be happy. He gives a proper Garfield rendition. Ive decided to get dressed and have all my storm clothes on, at least that way when the roof comes off im semi ready. See you on the other side. Hello. Crash boom bang!!